The List

I realized today that I have no idea what I want in a partner. I mean, I have things that I do and things that I do not want, but, overall, the whole enchilada? No clue.

I wonder if that's partially why I've sabotaged every relationship—or, at least, only gotten involved with someone when I knew there was no way it could possibly work out—subconsciously I know I don't have a clue what I'm looking for, and I'm protecting me from myself.

So, today I add another item to my list of must haves: Passion. He absolutely has to be passionate about something. I don't want to be with a sell-out, or someone who just goes through the motions. I want someone passionate about life, about joy, about sorrow. About being.

Good luck, eh?