Scary

As we were talking last night, in those 20 minutes where it was just Musician and me, I made a frightening discovery — I want him to know everything there is to know about me. I want to tell him everything. The good, the bad, the beautiful, and the ugly. The thing that terrifies me most? I want to tell him both the ugly and the beautiful. It has been a long time since I've felt that way about anyone, and I'm not sure I'm ready to let my heart to the braining.